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Life has got me down right now

So once again, I'm wondering if I will ever find a good guy...a SINGLE good guy.  I know a couple but they all seem to be married, engaged, or seriously dating someone.  It's not even that I have high standards as far as looks go, and most of the time, its not even personality, All of the guys I've been attracted to have been different, but similar. meaning, they were polite, fun to be around, they made me laugh, and slightly taller than me...In my mind, that equates to most of the male population...so why can I not find someone? Is it because I'm looking? but what about before, when I wasn't looking? don't they (just who is they? I've always wondered who got to be a "they") say that love will find you when your not looking? well I havent been looking until the last couple months, so where was love before that?
I've also been thinking a lot about the kind of guy, or characterstics of a guy...and there are somtehings that no matter what mood I'm in or how I'm feeling are always on the list...
I like a guy with tattoos-but not covered in them...one or two discrettly placed...no throat tattoos or sleeves, but anything else would pretty much float my boat...in fact, It would be a VERY nice surprise if and when we got busy to find one...
I like a bigger guy-not fat but not some skinny mini guy who looks like a strong gust of wind could knock him over. If you know any of the guys I've been interested in or had a relationship with, theyve all been been, well I gues teh most polite term would be "husky" not all muscle but not skinny either.
Dark hair
An offbeat personality-one that makes me laugh, Laughter is such an important part of my day, there are times, especially during a rough night at work that laughing about something is the only way to get through the night...whether it be from a random text from a friend or seeing someone do something stupid in Walmart, that if the guy I was seeing couldn't find the humor or didnt make me laugh, then the relationship will never survive
Comfort- not like physical comfort, but more of an emotional type- by this I mean I'm comfortable enough with him to allow him into my bubble, and as any of my friends will tell you, I don't like people in my bubble. If I let you in on purpose, you had better treat it as a gift, because very few people are allowed in. i also want to be able to talk to him about stuff, I know it may not be the same as when I talk with my girl friends but I would like to be able to share my opinions on things, and when I hear something or read something that has me thinking, I want to be able to talk to him about it. I don't want all of our conversations to be serious though, because even though at heart I am fairly serious, there are times that I have really weird thoughts and questions, and sometimes I just have to know the answeres and sometimes that requires weird conversations.
I want a guy that is somewhat intelligent. while I don't like the way the converstations go between my mom and mike, I like how they have serious conversations about things.



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